The hubby is messing with my computer this morning so I am blogging from my mobile app. Yay for tiny typing.
I think I'm on day 14. Or 15. Ill just go until I run out of pills and shakes :).
I didn't overdose on pickles last night or snack with joe. I was good and ate my piece of fruit ( ate a tangelo) and went to bed stomach a growling again.
Went grocery shopping at Walmart yesterday and stocked up for a week.
Me being a fat chick I do have my favorite foods. One of my favorites was Philly cheesesteak pizza from Walmart. I had it once and it disappeared. For months I looked at the fresh pizzas to see if it was there and nothing.
Guess what was in the deli case yesterday. Yep. I laughed, cursed and then walked away from it.
Relearning and deprigramming is hard. I still get mad and in my brain I will say "screw this, ill just eat some fries". But then i remember I beat nicotine almost 11 months ago. I can do this!!
Was almost derailed yesterday. Joe was hungry after Walmart and he said "you've done good just eat a dollar burger". I was dizzy and hungry after shopping and didn't have access to anything to snack on. He drove to Wendy's and I had already decided I was going to get a side salad and the kids copped an attitude and said they weren't hungry. Lol. Victory!! Thanks to mouthy teenagers we went home :)
Had taco salad again last night. I did good. Feeling good today and ready for photo sessions today :)
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