Last night, I thought the lettuce tasted like dirt.
DIRT??
Same lettuce I've been eating for a couple of days... I just see what's happening. Boredom. Monotony. My fat body calling out for carbs.
Yup. I wonder when the dreams of french fries will come...
Being fat really sucks.
Being addicted to fast food sucks pretty bad too.
Having to feed your family that is used to pretty carb laden food sucks the MOST.
Wanna know what my family ate last night? (only bc I dind't have anything else to cook...one income family tends to get a little hungry sometimes)
Gravy Peppersteak and rice.
Wanna know what I ate?
Tilapia with roma tomato and bell pepper sautee. My own creation. Ugly as ALL GET OUT but it was satisfying.
The pills are getting easier to take, by the time I get used to it the cleanse phase will be over and the max phase will start. Which comes with a TON of pills to take. vitamins, supplements, fish oils..all kinds of things my body hasn't seen since I was 13. HA. Probably not even then. I was pretty much raised on the food that I cook now for my kids. So it is time to stop the cajun/southern food cycle of cook it in butter and cover it in gravy and get everyone on board. As soon as I go grocery shopping for the week.
Oh. Watched Bama stomp all over Notre Dame last night. Kindof funny. Kindof sad. Got tired of listening to my stomach growl bc I was hungry (yeah..I'm still fighting those demons) and went to sleep.
I am just starting day 3, so I will definately post a day after format but I will tell you. Day 3 was started with severe attitude, depression and feelings of wanting to cry.
eh. maybe its PMS...HAHAHA
you will do great believe me as a morbidly obese woman we can do this together I am going back to weight watchers everything in moderation good luck to you. and stay stron
ReplyDeletethanks girl!! Advocare is helping me learn how to eat small and in moderation. That is definately something I need to REMEMBER :D
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